I just made the deal that will put me back to work… which is good fir my savings but it’s definitely a holding pattern type job.
If I’m going to alter my life I’m going to have to dig in deep, and frankly that has always freaked me out. I’ve never been particularly good at getting out of my own way and the more methods I seem to learn to help with that the more ways I find to defeat them.
Thank the maker for deadlines. Mines the 18th of August. That’s when I’m back in the office. That’s when I need to have something to show for my free time- or it’s time to be honest with myself and get out of the dreaming business.
